I want to start off by saying sorry.
Sorry for disappointing you over and over again,
God you have been more than a friend God you are my father,
Why bother with a sorry excuse like me that keeps traveling down that same road,
The road to destruction is old you showed me new ways to travel,
And I still walk through life as if I didn't have you,
You stayed by my side through it all not because you need me but you want me,
You want me to stand strong and praise your name through it all but I fall God I fall,
I fall into the snares set forth by the world designed to take away your glory,
Lord its the same story for us all But right now I speak for me,
I pray to see the day how things used to be when we were really Free,
Heaven,
Please guide me to take me there, Please help me not to Care,
Help me not to care about worries of this life one day soon it will not matter,
But one day soon it will also be to late,
To late for me to get a second chance,
Giving you the same song and dance you heard a million times and from a million others,
But Yet you still listen and I wonder why,
Why do you care about me so much when I reject your love,
Why do you care Lord? You care because you are Great,
You are the greatest thing to ever happen to this world you are the original true believer,
But we have been led by the ultimate deceiver,
I need help and I pray that you continue to work on my heart and mind,
You said the entire world will see your glory before the angels return and I am so happy that you
are a just God,
Thank you Lord please forgive me.
